Thursday, June 28, 2007

i tink i am beginning to lose faith in guys..i dun reli can believe in wat they say..esp those that i juz get to noe...i tend to tink...they say they no gf den y sld i believe...no reli is true...better be careful of them..cos they might not be speaking the truth...

settle 200..haha..dun understand de ppl nvm..lol..i juz noe wat i mean...one more round den i am free..soon...finishing...everything is coming to an end...soon soon soon...

frustrated now..duno y..feel like killing someone..argh...bashing someone up..lol...N suddenly tot of my bday..lol.wonder how will this yr be like..maybe cos i suddenly too of maojin..lol..N of cos..the picture!!!LOL..N my last yr bday...quite fun for last yr bday..at least my count down is memerorable but not now when i tot of the pic..lol..but den..still is ok la..at least tt time i am happy..lol..look for ward to 18..but not 20+...i wan keep on 18..

o ya...yesterday was too tired..so alot of things forget to write...lol..

first of all..muz thx samuel..for helping to change my blogsong..lol..same feeling right samuel..haha

N of cos...yesterday was quite suey..cos...i was @ a publicphone den i realise there is a lot of smoke getting more n more n veri smelly la..lol..aactually i still kpo go inside a bit see...lol..but walk till halfway the smoke n smell is too much for mi to tolerate le..cos smell le head veri pain ah...like lack of exygen..so walk out of the place..lol...so brave of mi..wait it reli explode or wat n i lost my memory, and that will reli become wat samuel said..haha..but of cos..juz forget some ppl onli...the others of cos will remember!

N working isnt smooth too...cos i was about to take the ice for the customer..den the container cannnot push out..den i use alot of strength...ouch..den the tink hit stright on my finger..till now still pain la...hmm..now i tink...ice is not a gd tink for mi..lol..

den as for the colleague there...was still quite helpful lo..all will help mi..lol..even in my duties..lol..cant wait for my pay to come...den everytink ok le..lol..alright is my self stupid la..so cannot blame anyone..but muz thx those that had helped out..

N that now den i realise..sometimes..even without handphone, it can be a good thing too....maybe in my situation lo..haha

一千个伤心的理由。。。nice song right?though is old song..i like it!lol..

haiz....i tink i can onli haiz...be it this or be it that juz haiz...tink back...it seems that i had been down on luck since sec 4 n i tink i am getting more n more unlucky each day..haiz..no mood to elaborate le la.tink if one day i juz die oso not big news le...

如果事情我们自己能过掌握。。那我只想让这倒过来。。

i trust..i believe...dun disappoint...

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

yesterday was my first day working night shift...it was indeed a different experience that i had...the people...was still alright ba i tink...maybe cos i still new so still alright..tink if i work long le will see a different experience...tts wat the night supervisor told mi..so not sure...quite scared too..lol..

n since i work night shift..so will be able to take taxi home..at first i still tot is one ppl take one taxi la...den give the receipe to the ppl...now den i noe is 4 ppl sit in one taxi...haiz...is leave near de ppl will take taxi home tgt..argh...lol..

working there ah..i keep injured my hand..cos alot of things veri hot...but overall still ok la..i still prefer working to schooling..argh....

n working in airport reli can see alot of weird ppl..lol..but den i dun reli like working at the cashier there leh..i prefer cooking or juz outside clearing plates...those is much better...better den i have to make the drinks..lol..hu drink the drink i make reli suey ah..

but lucky for samuel they all..lol.cos sat i not making drinks..tink i outside serving food..haha

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

today is my first day of work...alright overall still ok..at least not as stress as genki i tink...but last time at somerset tt job earn much more..but overall quite enjoy my work ba...

ppl wan come visit us at airport ma??mi n ting ting working there...or u all wanna work??there still wanna hire ppl o....haha...

but sth not gd is....my leg...cos wear black shoe n i dun have,,so i wear my mum one...but she weasr 38 i wear 42 size...so when i reach home..my leg hurts..now still veri pain la..lol..

then my schedule for friday is reacher there at 6.30am..sob..no nd slp le..lol...so sad la..diff schedule as ting ting....i end le den her turn to work...haiz..

Thursday, June 14, 2007

alright i tink soemthink is really veri wrong with my eyes!!!!!!!!!!!

我想我的眼睛真的有问题！！是有眼无珠还是什么？还是瞎了？看到了一些经天霹雳的东西！！实在是难以想象。。从以前到现在。。都一直选错。。但我还是不敢相信。。。天啊。。你们也应该去看一下。。。。。。

变态变态变态~~~~~~

最近也常常觉得好像生病。。由或者是太压力了。。还是换了忧郁症？？但是，我得控制自己。。不能够太张扬。。不然。。说不定会做出一些意想不到的事情。。哈哈。。。如果不明白我在讲什么。。哈哈。。不要管我。。就当我疯了。。也许我真得疯了。。

可能吧。。可能是理工学院的压力太大。。所以很多人都有异常的行为。。。好不想。。。。

对了。。成经听过。。如果有人长期受到压抑而不能释放自己的话。。暴发起来。。后果不堪设想。。所以。。身边的人应该注意一下！！

Saturday, June 09, 2007

today is a perspire day for mi..the amount of sweat i perspire is alot more den wat i perspire when i go jogging!!!!quite ke lian ba i tink...lol..

was sort of unlucky la..cos today nv bring my ezlink card..N my bank..lol..no nd say...is empty de la..lol..

maybe is i 自找one ba...but den..as i said..this will be the last time le..so lets hope my bad luck will go off....

N now my head veri hot..duno is fever or not..or maybe cos today too hot le ba....if fever now oso no use la...no sch le...sch reopen let mi sick tillcannot move i oso dun mind..haha...

Thursday, June 07, 2007

reli finds that the channel 49 tt show veri accurate..juz finished wang lao shi de test...den i was like..wow...so true..the ans to my test was..i am now busy with work n not time for relationship..like to tink of relationship ard there..

actually now wat i wan is more towards working my job etc..not reli relationship...maybe once bitten twice shy or wat..right now dun reli feel like wanna have a bf..dun wanna in a relationship..now single is gd for mi....

tink this is gd for mi oso ba...i wan my job..a job t i like....now sianz one.....

yesterday was my first and last paper..account...actually when i see the paper...by right if i studies sld be easy one..but den reli no mood to study..so dun reli noe how to do...sit for half an hour i go off le...tink i am reli getting more n more cannot be bothered...



o ya..i had another today..haha..i dreamed that i am veri highly skilled in my 武功。then i was chasing after a guy that cause my friend to die or wat..den i strangle him to death!lol....violent leh mi..haha...then some other ppl call mi 教主cos i killed him..lol...den i was like...so funny when i wake up la...



now is holiday le..but den i goona work work work..muz work..if normally i oso lazy work ba...but now is different case le...haiz...lol..got nth to update oso muz say something ba..lol..



o ya...ytd watch the horoscope show...it says that leo gal will have insecurity towards relationship! and actually i tink its quite true from wat they say..haha..ting ting next time let u see the book den u wil noe why le..lol..i copy everythinkg down...

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Hmmm...these few days i had been dreaming 3 to 4 dream a night....

same as today...but i only remember the most recent one..haha..quite funny one... dreamt that i had a daughter with a caucasiun..lol..then he dispearred with my daughter...make mi keep on looking for them...

then..second part..winyin family want to rent their hse out...but when i go to her hse...i onli know winyin..her other family members i nv see b4..i go find winyin they thoughgt i go see hse..lol..still still got dog wanna bite mi!!her hse got one computer n a laptop..haha...

after that..i go le..then..the scenen change to a cinema which i nv went b4..then i tink i went to the cinema is to look for my "husband"lol..some sort i tink he will be there...first day w8 till midnight oso nv se him..second day went to the cinema to watch movie den go out was still eating my popocorn feeling veri disappointed..infront of mi was winyin n her bf!!they were playing n is veri en ai!!haha..

then i called tingting to tell them i going to meet them..give up looking for my "husband"While on the escalator..almost knock down by the people oso they comeing from the opposite direction from mi..scary...

lol..wat a dream i had..i have a daughter?omg..haha...impossible for mi la...haha..anyway..heard from ppl say that having dreams means u shi mian...den i had 3 to 4 dreams a night does it means that i shi mian oso??

Friday, June 01, 2007

Alright its been quite some time since i last blogged...perhaps cos there is nth reli happening tts why i nv blog ba...if not happen de things that is too secret that cannot be written in blog ba..anyway..now here am i to blog..

was feeling reli sianz of sch..dun reli have the energy to go to school..N i keep on skipping sch n i dun mind failing now...wonder wat am i doing...

N of cos./...during these few weeks...realise the selfishness the other part of human..N oso...dun ever trust ppl to easily tts wat i learn..

N of cos...the assistant manager tt i always had been toking abt...find him reli reli reli veri tao ren yan..reli veri..tink he purposely de!!ARGH..feel like killing him...

N i learnt alot of thigns recently ba...

N a super big thx to those that had help out!! u all are so nice...^^

i love u all n love ting ting too..lol..dun angry le..last time..lol..

anyway...lets hpe everyone had a nice day n nice life..lol.

i update le!!