Wednesday, February 15, 2006

should i say that i went to ice skating today or yesterday when it is 12.45am now??well...wad a valentine day for me..dun realli feel hapi...i tink tat my way of expressing tinks maybe wrong..cos ppl often tend to misunderstood...now..i had learnt..i will be ruthless next time...i had finally realise that my previous tinking was totally wrong..omg...i always that if someone say like u..u juz drag on den dun say u like him den de feeling will slowly go off..instead i was wrong..omg...now..ppl...if u dun like someone..better make it clear with them before more misnderstanding comes in...this is e worse valentine day i ever had i tink...actually wasnt in a hapi mood these whole day..after so many happening recently..i found out tt alot of my previous belief seems to haf changed alot...in e past..i had always wanted my bf to be romantic..to be caring to mi..to be....etc etc...but now i really tink tt is all these criterior really true??if i dun haf feel 4 someone..even if he had all e above criterior..i oso wont like him..but as e feel comes..i will like someone even if they dun haf the criterior i wan...well...actually..today ice skating sld be fun...but cos brian go..den every1 mood seems to change le..this again is my fault...if i am more decisve...perhaps thi wont happen...such a sad day today...anyway..noe a new friend today nor...his name is shawn..well...a ice skating expert i had to say..well today i finally learnt how to break!!!shawn teach mi le den another ppl hold mi and move around e ring to make mi more used to breaking...at least got some shou huo ba i tink...haiz...always tell ppl feel sad or hapi osomuz continue life...might as well hapi...but when it comes to u...these words is useless man...afetr today happening..i tink alot of my beliefs had changed and i had learnt alot new lessons...i tink tt today de unhappiness is caused by i..so sry 4 e pplgoing ice skating wib mi o..cos u all are innocent actually..well....reli feel sorry for every1...oso brian too..besides sorry i dunowad else to tell u..oso...from someone...i oso had learnt many new things which i noe will help mi in my life..well....ice skating is my favourite i tink but today juz cldn enjoy myself...well...anyway....after a gd night slp..tink will okie again ba..i will learn to be guo duan one....ppl...hao le...ending here ba...

Sunday, February 12, 2006

haha...befoe i goes to sleep..i ahd to thank a veri importnt person...that is SAMUEL..haha..cos ishe help mi change new song and link yiwen de..sad to say..i duno how to o..lolz...u will will be laughing at mi le ba..but i reli is computer idiot..haha..nitez nitez

Saturday, February 11, 2006

I had finish submitting my choices for e courses to poly.....there will be no room for regret...anyway..hope that all my best friends wil go same school and course with me..dun really wish to make new friends...if we were to be separate..i am gonna miss everyone of them..hate tt govt..if not for their stupid policy perhaps we wont be separated....

haiz..i was not really in a veri good mood these few days...find some ppl quite irritating...hate it when ppl try to control mi...i am not their puppet or anytink..i wan my own freedom oso...its not that i dont understand you..but ur zhan you yu so qiang....i cant stand it de...u are too sticky too veri wad......i oso understand ur previous situation already...no wonder they all so fast finish(i tink u noe wad i mean)u might be a gentlemen...useless...ur char is somehow gals dun like...try changing ba....

lets hope u will understand wad i mean...and dun always put all e blame on mi...i dun nd to report all my movement to u k....i am not ur hu nor...dun assume that i will always accompany you...i have my own freedom..i noe wad i wan...you like to be jealous easily oso..you are so xiao qi...dun always cal mi dear..i not ur dear..i didn say i like u k...stop stop stop...i had enough of it...

you seems to be a FLIRT in my mind...like to go to aqlot of gals...see one like one...u are so confident of urself right..tt is u tink..u got $$ oso is ur tink...i dun nd to spend ur $$!!stop hinting to me that i am wrong to play and go out with other ppl k...not ur galfriend u alreadylidat...if is r u going to lock mi up in a room?!?!?!?!?stupid la u...hate it so much...

hoho...felt better after venting my frustration out..feel better le....haha....tuesday tuesday tuesday faster come come come!!

Friday, February 10, 2006

wa...finally receive my o lvl result le...finally no nd to scared...yesterday i was nervous till cannot slp..omg...anyway..all of us de results still ok...nv fail..so hapi..tot tt i will fail my english...pass le so hapi nor..^^haha..finally relaxed le a...over le...so dun tink le..lol....tt stupid guard ah..today dun allow us to go in..say mi dye hair..winyin wear slippers..omg..igh heels nor..they blind a..high heels say is slippers...stupid ppl....xiang ning most innocent de nor...nv dye hair they say she dye..den cannot go in..omg..she was so angry juz now..den in e end..e guard had to tok to her mum..lolz...serve him right....surely kana scolded by xn's mum de....hoho...she help us revenge le..haha

Thursday, February 09, 2006

omg....in less than 24 hrs..i will be receiving my o lvl results.....the feeling is undescribable.....i really felt veri stressed..so stressed....i a so scared...i dun tink i can slp today le...stressed ah..so scared..i dun haf this felin b4...i dun wish to receive my results...i can imagine tt my results maybe is at airport now or wad...coming to singapore le...so scared ah....i will explode de ah...cant stand le.....

if u reli understand mi...let mi go ba....dun say those tinks to mi...i dun like all these words tt u say...dun feeel hapi at all...feel disgusted onli...ni zhe yang zuo zhi hui rang wo yue lai yue pa ni...haiz....stop it ba u...

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

scared scared scared...stress stress stress....this is the first time that i felt so stress when getting back results....i reali scared tat i will cry when get back my results...i really dun wish to see my results...chao jasper..juz now scare mi somemore...ask mi if i got receive the letter jae or not....i dun haf a...den he say wad moe say nv receive means fail o lvl..omg...so scared nor...heart jump out a...den tell mi he joking...omg...imagine my feeling tt time...omg...so scared..scared scared scared...haiz...ppl say its hard to tell someone u like him...but i tink its harder to tell someone u dun like him ba....can time reverse back to december??haiz

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

tian a...can 10feb dun ever come??i really cannot take back results..i am so scared now...y so fast gib back out results??so fast den wad if e ppl anyhow mark??so scared....nv felt so scared b4....if time can go back to december den gd...i really dun wanna take back o lvl resutls....scared scared scared....