Saturday, January 14, 2006

haiz....i feel so bad now...this feeling is so bad...she must be hurt...if not for mi...aybe everythink will be okiez le...y dream of these stupid dreams..useless dreams...if not den nth will happen le...so disappointed in human leh...maybe this type of life is reli doesn suit mi ba...change dream den ba...he...mi...she..haiz..so fan ah mi...........................i wanna reverse time....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no matter wat result i wanna 3 together...reli......!!!!!!!!!!!!i dun wanna hurt any1..i rather is mi huis hurt..lidat all will be happi thats is e bet solutions ba........so sry ...i duno wat else to tell u...................

Thursday, January 12, 2006

now it was my turn to haf a serious sore throat...painful n cant tok not to say sing....haiz..now wat sld i do..a decision..which i must make..den wat sld i do den??its too early to make this decision..wil i regret e decision i make??how am i goin to do e next few days??can any1 help mi..wat is e best decision for everyone????wat should i do??pherhaps i sld juz stop dreaming n stay at home to rot...den all these wldn had happened!!!lets hope tis will end sooner..i wouldn wan to face this qn anymore....