Thursday, May 18, 2006

看到samuel用华文来写blog,自己突然也有一个冲动，想要写华文。来到了poly，都很久没有写华文了。发现自己的语文水平掉了很多。真的好想好想回到以前在中学的那段甜蜜的日子。虽然功课压力大，但每一天我都过得很充实。和大家的日子都很温馨和快乐。好想念和大家一起疯一起笑的日子！真的是太幸福了。。。

有时我也感到很奇怪。为什么大家都说我讲话像中国人。。真的吗？我怎么一点也不觉得呢？没关系拉，随便啦。。但如果说我想香港人我会根高兴。突然发现生命真的是非常脆弱，一点点事情可能我们明天就不再这个世上了。突然间好伤感哦。最近听妈妈说外公的癌细胞移了位，只剩下几个月的命。。都不敢相信哦。。上一次看到他的时候还很硬朗的呢。但是我知道，这已经是事实了。与其浪费那段宝贵的时光来伤心，不如做一些让自己不会感到遗憾的事呢？在这几年来学会了很多道理，自己也承受了很多。成熟多了。也发现了生老病死是注定的。阎王要你三更死，决不留人到五更。真是太有道理了！

好了，说回今天吧。上英文课时几乎死去，真是太闷了。过后跟自己的组员去吃饭。吃完就去做project了。讨厌死我们的老师了。好奇怪哦。明明说了有些business student会对电脑的知识一窍不通，所以他会慢慢教。但很奇怪，还没有教好，他就叫我们去做自己的网站。田阿！他想收买人命吗？叫我做网站根哪一把刀杀了我有什么分别啊？拿刀杀我还干脆一点。现在好像是折磨我至死呐！还说会慢慢教！骗人！好了，要去找资料了。

还有啊。我下次再也不用华文写了。好累哦。所以很多things that i wanna say lazy to type already cos my hand veri tired le...anyway...look forward to next squash practise but not de running...haha...but ting ting...i like playing de ball de o...not other things o...haha...although got abit la..lol

Monday, May 15, 2006

today i had lesson with my CP..i was quite worried that she might want to have a talk with me reguarding me going to look for the CM asking for a transfer in course.However,she did not talk to me aout this topic at all.I was wondering whether that CM got inform about my name to my CP or not.Or she just ask for my CP and then threw away the papers and then treat as if nothing had happened?Then does it mean that i had worried for nothing?Then what does she do most of time when she dun do anything to help the students under her care?sleeping in her office?or what?I felt really curioud about how she past her time.

Today we don't have the lecture for introduction for hospitality and tourism.At first i still felt veri happy.In the end,my friend told me that we had a make up lecture on saturday for this and my feelings went down!Why must they take away our saturday?I thought the government had already implement the five days work policy?So after my lesson,for the time of intro to HTM,we went to do our BCS project.There is so many project to be done in poly and i still wonder if we can finish in on time or not?

Tomorrow is tueday and i really don't understand why i am so scared about it.Pherhaps it's because of the running that i am afraid of as i was not those sporty type and that those runnings really can want my life.8 rounds?can i really run any more after 8 rounds ard the stadium?PPL!!!!must help me pray and oso help me and ting ting jia you that we can finish the warm up...haha..ting ting is much better den me la..at least she have more stamina den me..haha..must help us jia you k!haha..my muscle haven recover yet!!especially my hand..haha...how am i going to the pumping?but if i can choose,i would choose pumping in stead of running.haha...

Boring boring boring..why is polylife so poly..i gonna die of boreness le....I WANT GO KBOX!!!I WANT TO GO OUT!!!I WANY MY OLD CLASSMATES!!!

sianz sianz sianz sianz sianz...........

Saturday, May 13, 2006

wa...today samuel come tp leh...cos there is a push ball competition for sp and duno who one...haha..finally see him le..so long nv see him already..but a pity la...the canteen nv open...if not can bring him go introduce those nice food to him already..vnm..samuel!!next time weekdays muz come tp o..den all bnss de tp ppl muz meet n den we go eat in tp together...haha..tink le oso happy leh..

recently heard from a friend that he is not really veri happy in his new school and friends oso...and that they had actually one out together today and that my friend dun really enjoyed..and from wat my friend had said..find that he reall haf got weird friends...and that their characters dun realli is gd..but den hor...gd lucky k!!maybe noe longer le they will become gd!!or leh!u will find another batch of gd friends!or maybe class will change after a yr!so hang on longer...u will ku jin gan lai de!dun bother about them and juz be urself can le!

Thursday, May 11, 2006

haha..here i am again..lol...juz now forgot to add one more point.so now i come back to add this point..haha...juz now i was still toking with ting ting tt we spend so much sch fees on this sch and tt we were actuall wastin $$ on this type of ppl tt isnt doing work..no wonder we dun haf super gd facilities..cos we wasted alot of $$ on them tt is onli teachin appel which means cme..den lidat i oso can le lor

i can oso enjoy my life if my pay is halfed hers i tink...she is worst den robber..robber still get money with their strength and is hard money..she leh...cheat mi these type of poor students leh

no wonder we still haf to print our own notes...cos tp spent too much on useless ppl le..no $$ to buy paper n ink 4 us despite de fact tt we pay so much $$..imagine how much $$ was cheated....lol

Being a freshie at tp makes me felt blur alot of times.But i had found out that i had a very bad course manager(CM)Really really very bad CM...stupid choi choi...u noe hor...i cal her is like when ppl say wrong things right..we will say choi tt choi..tt choi not gd one..Due to wanna tranfer course actuall for me..so i went to look for her cos she is my CM n oso de CM tt i wanna transfer to!!!unlucky!!then leh..veri wat lor she..ok la..if she dun wanna let me tranfer juz be more polite lo..dun nd be so arogant de lor..i juz cant stand her attitude...

THE STOY BEGINS.......

i was waiting for her outside the room at lvl 5...then after a long wait..she finally came...den when she saw mi..her whole face like change to veri bu shuang le lor...then when go inside her rm she like veri unhappy..first sentence say i am veri busy i nd to go meeting..den i was like say den after awhile den i go look 4 her..den she say her meeting will be up till afternnoon..den i say i will go look 4 her at de afternoon den she nv say anytink but ask mi y i wanna change..den say NO NO NO..i wont allow for a transfer...den she is still say dun u understand wat i mean..i say cannot means cannot...den i was like show some veri sad sad face hope she will xin ruan..but this cold blooded women!!!words became more harsh!!!!!juz dun allow mi to transfer..den she still give those sound tt like veri arrongant tt time of sound..den my heart was tinkin...did she reli make it to CM due to her ability or by desicable means or by relations.........or............den lastly b4 i go...she still added..u cant juz see mi lidat u noe or not...u muz make an appointmen but not juz lidat!!!hu she tink she is?!?!?!?!make appointment??i rather dun see her 4 de rest of my life...oh ya..she still ask 4 de name of my care person!!wonder wat she is gonna complain abt mi!!!!!

Then hor...today de computing tutorial it was like the teacher wanna appoint a rep..den suddenly say xiaoyan will be...but the problem she duno mi n dun haf a name list at hand and then it seems that it was under de order of tt stupid CHOI!!!tao yan si le la..dun wanna let mi transfer den i dun transfer la...use this type of despicaple means...use power over ppl!!i will be better then u one day!!and tt time is my turn to let u suffer!den somemore she say she ot meeting hor...i was having lesson at 9 to 11 for my communication skills at that level but den when i walk pass i saw lights on in her office nor...meeting hor...juz a bad liar...or perhaps her room is haunted..haha..

end of story...school is veri sianz today..but i had determined to continue in my course...i wont let her look down on me..the more she thinks that i cant make it..the more i wanna prove to her that i would succeed even if i am on my course...lao gu po!!

die le die le..i sld post more happy stuff inside my blog..if not wait ppl always see angry or sad things in my blog wait they tot i was suffering from depression...haha...anyway..3 yrs..lets hope it pass fater..o ya...last tuesday went for the squash practise...although tiring..it was fun...but i was scared to go 4 de next squash practise...8 rounds ard the stadium plus running ard the stairs can really kill me!!i had not do exercise for more den half yr!sit up is tt my back ache cos do on de floor...den de pumping oso killin me cos my choir is so relaxed in de past..haha..den my hand was trembling..haha...then the senior boys was much better then the senoir gals i tink..at least those guys were more polite and patient with us..the gals especially one is veri impatient...some still okiez...got one gal really look like ah ya...haha...see her make me tink of ah ya...haha...oh ya...today we oso learnt abt website making den it was like i had wasted de 2 and half hr there sitting cos i had leant nth!!die le mi...lol...it seems tt today was the longest blog tt i had written ba..lol...

tired tired...