Friday, November 18, 2005

its finally the end of the o level..imagine my feeling when the teacher say times up...relieved..suddenly had a feeling that i was no longe a small kid..i am a gwown up..i am no longer in secondary school...if i am given a chance to choose...i rather not grow up..why must we grow up??wats the use of givin life to human when most of their time is in misery??why must we always make decision??are we old enough to make decision??is this decision correct or wrong??juz give some time.. a decision must be ade...we will be resposible with this decision...juz gim some time...after os le..must go work..i must earn alot of money...must buy alot of tinks..must enjoy myself...

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

wa...finally struggle to left two more papers..that goes the end of my secondary school life..should i feel happy o sad??i really duno..after 4 years of stay in tis school..it may not be a veri good school..but the happy n sad moments that my friend and i had gone through are all in this schools...they will onli stay in my heart...today i felt so stressed while doin my physics paper...i could hardly do my paper 2..so little calculations and so much explanations..how will i fare??

i had been wondering...will there ever be a medicine which will make one forget all their unhappiness??life is so short..shoudn people try to live as happy as possible??try to lead a veri interesting life if possibe..so..dun care about anytink..juz go and fulfill your dreams and do wat u reli wat to do and wat u like...dun cae about other things..if not...u might reli regret one day.......

2 more days!!jia you le!!

Friday, November 11, 2005

wa..haha..i had not written my blog for one year plus le leh...ops..hao dui bu qi samuel oh..help mi make my blog i onli write so few..but at least he morning ask mi write i now come in wite la...finally one week of exams is over le..and juz left one more week to be free of secondary sch life..but wat am i doing all these free time allocated for us to study??watching tv n slack..made mi so guilty..somehow tink that all my friends were studying hard for the big o while i still playing at home...sometimes i wonder..y must there be exams??i tink it is not important at all...it's some bad guys who tot tt out to harm us..i hate them..wonder wat my results for my emaths will be..i cant seems to concentrate when doing the paper..i was thinkin of e movie i watched the previous day..although i had watched the cinderalla story before,i still find it veri interesting n funny..i was tinkin of how happy the 2 of them were together n ho0w her step sis n mum were punished...perhaps..the reason for liking watching romance movie like faiy tales/touching story is tt it's a dream for mi..it's juz a dream tt i like which wil not hapen in this real society..tts y i love to dream...dream of the prince charming...ops..haha..saying emaths became toking about dreaming..but win yin always say i tink too much..too innocent le...haha..like these type of tinks...i oso noe tinks in fairy tales n in tou tou ai ni(one of my favouite movie)won't happen in real life..but juz dreaming la..its gd to dream...if not where will happy..life is so short..happy jiu can le..haha..must go bath le..later still got one movie showing...cannot miss it..