Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Today i am really veri sad...early in the morning when i went to eat breakfast today already veri sad liao...but manage to control my emotions...den when i reached school still is okiez...when mei yi came,she stared complaining about how mabelin scolded her and tok bout uzair...den when she continue to tok...i cant control anymore and my tears started to roll down my cheeks...up till now, i still cant believe that its really happening...then i was like crying my way back to class and madam wong oso saw that and ask mi wat happened...but i juz shake my head...although i managed to hold down my tears,i was distracted all day long and was day dreaming almost all the periods...during recess, samuel said sometink which make mi cried again...he said hu ask u to block him...i really regreted that..if given a chance..i would never never blocked him....after that i managed to control my emotions liao...i really try veri hard to remain normal...

after school...we attend adam's khoo booster course..although gary had said lots of funny tinks, i keep on tinking of uzair....i was still tinkin on the day when he came to school during teachers day celebration and mi n wei ling help them to improve their singing early in the morning...i recalled of how he was late and how i avoided him...i was so remorseful now..omg...now oso feel like crying when i am typin this...i was still recalling that uzair was alive a few days ago n now...haiz...then after that,we went home...cos its raining, i am drenched sia...haiz...when i reached home...i saw the choir photo and cried even worse then when i was in school....i suddened recall of how uzair used to care and concern 4 mi and used to console mi when i am feeling sad...i really cried for a veri long time...luckily my mum is not at home...then i did sometink which maybe u all tink i am crazy...i wrote a letter to uzair and burnt it...although i noe that the % for him not to receive is higher is higher,i still wrote to him...uzair...hope that u will rest in peace...u will always be my friend and stay inside my heart...haiz..cannot continue liao...i gonna burst out soon....

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

haiz...today i such a bad day..early in morning had to go for the physics lesson..then its so boring..i almost fall asleep inside..then xiang ning they all keep laughing at me cos of my sore throat...its so weird that i cant even talk at all...i was like so quiet duing the entire physics remedial which was veri unusual...then today is adilah birthday worz...jasper they all duno wan to pour wat on her..omg..haha..hopes that she is alright..haha... then after the physics remedial met samuel they all...sob...samuel again bully mi..haha...imitate mi again juz as last time when i had ulcers...nvm..next time when my sore throat recover i will have my revenge...hehe...

then at home damn sianz arz...so lazy to do any homework..i was watching television the whole day..so envy samuel they all going to lion's home..not like mi had to stay at home...my sore throat is surely going to be worse tomorrow cos i am eating penut riht now!!!plus i am eating chocolate juz now...omg...i am courting death man...ouch..now my sore throat already worsen liao..haha...better stop here liao...had to eat medicine le...buai...

Monday, September 06, 2004

Sob...i so sad...juz now finished writing liao den duno why all gone...had to re write again...haiz..back now...today is indeed a veri interesting day...early in the morning when my phone rings..i was like....wanna laugh out as the person on the phone said that he was EDMUND sia...i was like...haha...hu is that idiot hu tink that i will believe that??am i so stupid??haha...then somemore i said that he was pook!!haha...in the end..i found out that he was reli edmund sia...but is the other one..not the biger one...then i so pai seh sia..and i tink that perhaps i had tink too much liao ba...then is over-reacting sia..haiz..then today oso veri sad...i today woke up late ma..so no time to choose clothes and simply juz grap sometink n go out...how i noe both doesn match sia...den wei ling and xiang ning was like laughin and critisin mi...i was so hurt n sad...sob..sob...how cld they b lidat la...sob..sob...

Then today when go there,dominick was so noisy in the bus..den he even sprayed duno wat tink den so smelly and evverybody turned n see us...so pai seh sia...then in orchard,we smugger the food inside the cinema sia..haha...my bag inside got three cups of drinks sia..it was so hard to balance the three cups of drinks sia....haha...den my hand feel so cold and was shivering sia...haha....then at first i reli tot that choir boys was some type of veri borin movie lor...then dun reli feel like goin at all...however..i was totally wrong sia...it was SOOOOOOOO interesting and its sometink that u cant miss sia...the movie is so funny and interestin sia..somemore its touching..i watched until i cried...haha...crazy riht..at first i tot that onli i will cry...however...wei ling oso got cry..haha...den oso noe that mr ong watched until almost cry...haha....i was shocked sia....mr ong.....haha.... then i noe that our school choir will nv be able to sing until the choir boy that well one as they were too good liao....haha....the boy who sang solo was so perfect...Actualy i was dishearted wif out school choir already...den starting to hate choir...after the choir boys..i had decided to join choir outside out school when i gratuate since i luv singing so much...haha...

After the movie...we(samuel,mabelin,wynne,wei ling,xiang ning,dominick and mi) went to take neoprint...haha...den its so fun...haha...den dominick wanna take photo wif samuel one..den samuel say take wif mi la..den in the end i reli take photo wif dominick sia...haha...all samuel fault la...After that,we went home liao..in the bus...samuel sit beside mi sia..den he keep bullying mi...so sad..haha...then samuel was so funn inside the bus...when the preview of THE GHOST show on the tv,the irl vomit and yet samuel was laughin sia...we were like all shocked...haha...then out memory turn to last time when mei yi had vomited onto ding yuan sia..den we were laughing all the way to our destination and then its was like our voices were the loudest and we didn care at all..haha....it was so fun today except 4 my clothes tink..haha...nth more happen liao la...byez

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Wow...finally i am here to write my blog liao...but first of all really must thx samuel..if not for him...my blog will oso not be here sia..thx worz...samuel...hehe..when he told mi yestersdaythat he helped mi make my blog...i was like OMG..so shocked but happy...hehe...yesterday i was so angry wif my bigger sia...he ate away my food...hai mi had to eat plain rice...sob..somemore yesterday night when in msn..hsiu ya told us a ghost story..so scary..den somemore everybody was asleep...so scary sia..haha...den b4 i go slp..wanna send a message to samuel first.BUT i send wrongly and send to some stranger sia..haha...now friends wif him liao..(are we fated to meet??)haha.....

then today whole day veri sianz arz..duno y seven something wake up liao...haiz...den nth to do...go msn oso little ppl one...at school even better den at home la...i was playing the computer the whole morning den at 2 sometink...i too tired liao sia..so go to sleep lor......den suddenly..."ta ne neng(sound made by msn)....."i tot i was dreaming of msn even when i was sleeping sia..den the sound became moe and more real liao...den i realised that i was not dreaming...my msn really got sometink...haha..den i still blur blur thought that its onli two sometink util samuel told me that it was already 4 sometink liao....blur sia..also...got sometink tt i must do...yiwen happy birthday worz...haha...i so bad..nv buy present 4 her..haiz..sorry worz...i up till yesterday den noe ur b'day sia... hehe...ending here liao...byez...