haiz...i still freak out last minute..actually really made up my mind to tell him de..in the end i sill nv..anyway...i shall live eveything to fate le..still dun feel like gals telling guys...perhaps one day..he might tell mi he like mi...i shall wait..paiseh o simian..i still can make myself tell him...i read his friends de blog today..actually suddenly found tt we are ppl from different world...we had different type of friends...different type of alot of stuff...hmm...samuel yesterday come tp oso...had a great time with him n ting ting they all..oso tok abt BNss last time de stuff...noe abt some SECRETS too...omg...cant imagine these things do happen..
hmm...i am always so unlucky..things normally dun go my way..its okiez...i shall wait..i am still young..still have time to wait...he dun like mi he duno i like him doesn mean i can dun like him..i can like him secretly de!anyway...dun feel like waiting for him to tok to mi le..i tink it's impossible ba..i shall resume my last time de daily sechdule...go slp le...
