Wednesday, February 15, 2006

should i say that i went to ice skating today or yesterday when it is 12.45am now??well...wad a valentine day for me..dun realli feel hapi...i tink tat my way of expressing tinks maybe wrong..cos ppl often tend to misunderstood...now..i had learnt..i will be ruthless next time...i had finally realise that my previous tinking was totally wrong..omg...i always that if someone say like u..u juz drag on den dun say u like him den de feeling will slowly go off..instead i was wrong..omg...now..ppl...if u dun like someone..better make it clear with them before more misnderstanding comes in...this is e worse valentine day i ever had i tink...actually wasnt in a hapi mood these whole day..after so many happening recently..i found out tt alot of my previous belief seems to haf changed alot...in e past..i had always wanted my bf to be romantic..to be caring to mi..to be....etc etc...but now i really tink tt is all these criterior really true??if i dun haf feel 4 someone..even if he had all e above criterior..i oso wont like him..but as e feel comes..i will like someone even if they dun haf the criterior i wan...well...actually..today ice skating sld be fun...but cos brian go..den every1 mood seems to change le..this again is my fault...if i am more decisve...perhaps thi wont happen...such a sad day today...anyway..noe a new friend today nor...his name is shawn..well...a ice skating expert i had to say..well today i finally learnt how to break!!!shawn teach mi le den another ppl hold mi and move around e ring to make mi more used to breaking...at least got some shou huo ba i tink...haiz...always tell ppl feel sad or hapi osomuz continue life...might as well hapi...but when it comes to u...these words is useless man...afetr today happening..i tink alot of my beliefs had changed and i had learnt alot new lessons...i tink tt today de unhappiness is caused by i..so sry 4 e pplgoing ice skating wib mi o..cos u all are innocent actually..well....reli feel sorry for every1...oso brian too..besides sorry i dunowad else to tell u..oso...from someone...i oso had learnt many new things which i noe will help mi in my life..well....ice skating is my favourite i tink but today juz cldn enjoy myself...well...anyway....after a gd night slp..tink will okie again ba..i will learn to be guo duan one....ppl...hao le...ending here ba...