Today i am really veri sad...early in the morning when i went to eat breakfast today already veri sad liao...but manage to control my emotions...den when i reached school still is okiez...when mei yi came,she stared complaining about how mabelin scolded her and tok bout uzair...den when she continue to tok...i cant control anymore and my tears started to roll down my cheeks...up till now, i still cant believe that its really happening...then i was like crying my way back to class and madam wong oso saw that and ask mi wat happened...but i juz shake my head...although i managed to hold down my tears,i was distracted all day long and was day dreaming almost all the periods...during recess, samuel said sometink which make mi cried again...he said hu ask u to block him...i really regreted that..if given a chance..i would never never blocked him....after that i managed to control my emotions liao...i really try veri hard to remain normal...
after school...we attend adam's khoo booster course..although gary had said lots of funny tinks, i keep on tinking of uzair....i was still tinkin on the day when he came to school during teachers day celebration and mi n wei ling help them to improve their singing early in the morning...i recalled of how he was late and how i avoided him...i was so remorseful now..omg...now oso feel like crying when i am typin this...i was still recalling that uzair was alive a few days ago n now...haiz...then after that,we went home...cos its raining, i am drenched sia...haiz...when i reached home...i saw the choir photo and cried even worse then when i was in school....i suddened recall of how uzair used to care and concern 4 mi and used to console mi when i am feeling sad...i really cried for a veri long time...luckily my mum is not at home...then i did sometink which maybe u all tink i am crazy...i wrote a letter to uzair and burnt it...although i noe that the % for him not to receive is higher is higher,i still wrote to him...uzair...hope that u will rest in peace...u will always be my friend and stay inside my heart...haiz..cannot continue liao...i gonna burst out soon....
